It’s Lonely at the Top, Especial When You Don’t Realize You’re There…

As teachers, we can often feel we are on our own - huge responsibility, held to a high standard, often juggling many responsibilities. While we are often feeling overwhelmed (but not showing it) our students look up to us. Oh, high schoolers don’t acknowledge it very often, but it still sneaks through. Show any kind of extra skill and you are now “the GOAT”. It took me a while to realize this was a good thing and not students making fun of me. There are things I have learned to do very well over my 40+ years of teaching. A simple cut with a scalpel or scissors in a dissection that the students couldn’t manage and I’m now the “greatest of all time” – the GOAT.  And although I feel really well supported by our admins, Sometimes I feel that the little “miracles” we do in the classroom often go unnoticed. Or so I thought.

In the last month I have received two special notes from some of our precious early elementary students. One was thanking me for allowing their class to come see the science room and all the animals. Another told me how much they liked science and how they wanted to be a scientist like me. I didn’t even know they knew who I was. I started noticing how many called my name if I was over on their campus helping fix the Wi-Fi or a colleague’s computer. They loved seeing me there. I would get hi-fives, some of them super hard, because “I’m tough” I guess. I began to realize just how high they perceived I was. While I was feeling like I wasn’t enough, they were aspiring to get to where I was.

So I wrote special notes thanking them for their notes, and delivered a little box of candy to each of those students. You would have thought they had met the president.

 Typically, I walk like a man with a mission. I don’t mean to ignore people; at my age I’m just trying to remember where I’m going and what I’m going to do when I get there. I’ve decided to slow down. I’m taking the hi-fives and fist bumps more seriously now. I don’t want to be up here all by myself. I want them to come join me. Many don’t believe they can, not yet. But hopefully they will.

So who will you pass today that secretly hopes you will notice them? It might be at church, at the store, or even in front of your house. It could be a friend, a student, a grandchild. Be sure to slow down and lift somebody up with you. It can be lonely sometimes at the top, but it’s a great view.  Make sure you share it.